Melody Riggs teaches 8th grade English at a suburban Cincinnati middle school. She keeps a family blog on which she writes about life with her husband and daughter. In the bio she sent to me, she admits she does not share a lot of her personal writing and that this letter to Jill, a junior high friend, was both terrifying and fun to write. –TW
6-10-09 (Cincinnati, OH)
Jill!
I thought about writing about a young adult book since that might be a genre you’re not as familiar with. But no young adult book or author has really influenced my life—my teaching, yes, but not my life.
So I scoured my bookshelf and thought (and thought some more) and kept coming back to the same woman—Anne Lamott. Maybe you’ve read her, maybe not. I highly recommend her though.
I first encountered Anne Lamott’s book, Bird by Bird, in college. The subtitle is “Some Instructions on Writing and Life.” If I had to describe Lamott based on her books, I’d describe her as a middle-aged, hippie, single mom w/ dreads (she’s white) who has a great sense of humor and an uncanny ability to write openly & honestly about both the serious and the mundane. She can be totally random—which I love—and completely blunt—which I’m often afraid to be. Bird by Bird reads like a collection of essays. Most deal with being a writer and the rest with, you guessed it, life in general. As someone who enjoys writing, but doesn’t really aspire to be published (other than my blog, I keep most of my writing to myself), Bird by Bird showed me what a gift it can be to “publish,” even if that “publication” is just sharing one piece of my writing with one person. So while I’m still hesitant to share my writing a lot, I do find myself, every once in awhile, sharing more than the boring narration of my day to day life on my blog. A poem for Eric. A short story for my students. A journal of letters I’ve started for Cate & hope to give to her when she’s older (don’t know what age yet).
Aside from her writing advice, I also love her stories about her son, Sam. She writes about him quite a bit in Bird by Bird, but I really enjoyed her stories about him more in Operating Instructions. I’m not sure where it comes from within me—and I don’t think it’s worth the money in therapy to figure it out since it’s not that big a deal—but there is a part of me that, as a mom, has this need to be “perfect.” Going back through Bird by Bird then reading Operating Instructions, [I noticed that] Lamott writes detail after detail about her imperfections & shortcomings as a mom. I almost feel like she’s granting me permission to screw up a few times—or even more—as a mom. And it’s okay. I think maybe I’m too hard on myself sometimes and it’s something I’m working on. Kind of like sharing my writing more—did I mention this letter has been really hard for me to write? Not because I’m afraid of you or anything—You’ve known me since middle school—but b/c sharing such personal writing is something I have such a hard time doing. Okay, I’m rambling now, back to Lamott.
I guess the last way she’s influenced me is spiritually. Her faith memoir, Traveling Mercies, was one I read when I was sort of at a spiritual crossroads. Lamott is a sort of feminist Christian. She often refers to God as a female and isn’t afraid to share where she has doubts or when she is angry with God. While I don’t agree with her on everything, I did take away the importance of finding a spiritual community to really build into and to question, question, question as long as I’m seeking answers to those questions (something I was brought up never to do—questioning religion, that is).
So I think that’s it. No other author has had the impact that Ann[e] Lamott has had on my life. She’s written a few novels too, but I’ve only read one and didn’t enjoy it as much as her nonfiction. If you haven’t read anything by her, then as a writer and a reader, I suggest starting with Bird by Bird. And if you have read her before, then I’m not really surprised (I mean that in a good way) 🙂 Happy Reading & thanks for sharing the Letter Project with me.
[Heart]
Melody
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